DID YOU KNOW I NEVER WANTED TO BE A COACH?
I didn't want to do NLP, I most certainly didn't want to do Hypnotherapy, and I definitely didn't feel I was ever good enough to be a coach.
A dear friend asked me, do people ever know why you do what you do, and I was like, I am sure they do, but with so many new friends and followers, I want you to understand more about me so here goes and be ready to bewildered!
You can most probably see the confident style, the funky photos, and the blinding testimonials, #justsaying they are real - but BELIEVE YOU ME I was never like this before.
I do love a photo, ask anyone who used to go out raving with me and YES I WAS A FULL-TIME MOFO RAVERRR!! And I don't regret it for one minute. It's where I came alive! It's where I felt FREE!. Its where I literally danced my big size 8s away when my toes never felt numb LOL - different story now mind!
Despite the funky lifestyle, IN MY HEAD I was a wreck and it wasn't until I became a coach, that I realized just how much I WAS IN MY HEAD.
You see, my purpose is to serve. My passion is to help. My whole life I always wanted to do that SERVE AND HELP. But I didn't know-how.
I was SO STUBBORN, that I always ignored the signs, ie. set up a business, start a business, you are going to be a millionaire, but I'd rather have worked hard for my money, then worked hard at being an entrepreneur.
I was a slave to the system, both mentally and physically, and when I decided to coach, because thanks to NWM, (MLM) I found my passion for helping others grow, but then again, I still wasn't very good at it.
MY GOD WAS I MESS! Everything was half-hearted! Everything was a struggle! EVERYTHING was a drama! PROCRASTINATING! MAKING EXCUSES! and being a moaning Minnie!!!
BUT WHY THOUGH? WHY ME? WHY CAN'T I JUST BUILD A BUSINESS? WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE OTHERS? WHY won't NO ONE HELP ME??
These were the questions going through my HEAD 24/7!!!
I kept exploding! I kept crying! I JUST DIDN'T FEEL GOOD ENOUGH.