Once upon a time I had this awful relationship with money!
I never trusted myself with money! I was never responsible with money! I was always rescued by family members when it came to debt! I was always in debt! I used to resent bills, and felt deeply saddened when I had to always give my money away and left with zero.
Safe to say, me and money were not best buds!
When it came to running my own business, especially coaching, I had this tendency to expect an X amt of money every single month, because I had been conditioned to receive money only once a month.
I would wait, and wait, and wait, and if I never made it, I would become more and more frustrated that money wasn't coming to me with ease.
I began to detest myself, my behaviours and wallow in self-pity because I couldn't understand why, I couldn't make money like everyone else does?
I spent thousands on courses, coaches, and programs to unleash my potential, to create a business to make a shit tonne of money - but nothing seemed to work and I couldn't understand why.
If I had a British pound for every time I heard, REMOVE YOUR MONEY BLOCK, heck i'd be a millionaire.. LOL ok.. slight exxag but you get my point, right?
And that's when it dawned on me.
I had a poor relationship with money because of my past conditioning. I had a negative attachment to money, because of the beliefs in my head. I had resentment and detachment to wealth, because of the emotions trapped in my body.
I realised deeply that my journey with money had been out of alignment since I was 4 months in the womb.