In September last year, I realised that I went into major self-sabotage mode and I'm going to share this with you.
After making 26k in 6 weeks, which was fast, and the first time I had ever done that, I wasn't used to it.
We say we want the big bucks, but when we get it, we don't know how to accept it.
My subconscious mind began to go into full throttle of self-sabotage, and I had no idea what was coming.
One coach, which I do believe she didn’t mean to do, said to me:
“Sam, YOU DO NOT NEED FIXING!” My instant response to that was, OMG I NEED FIXING!
You see, whether it’s a positive or negative use of language, your body will respond accordingly. For example, I am rich (positive) will trigger off memories to encourage more RICH THINKING.
YOU DO NOT NEED FIXING triggers off the body’s chemical reaction of negativity, to confirm in fact, that you need fixing.
So as we as humans don't respond to negations positively, unless trained to do so, I went and threw myself, into 21 different programs because I believed I needed fixing.
I just kept paying and paying and paying and I really got myself into a state.
One coach even told me, you are not healed you need to work on yourself. Which was incorrect information, but I listened.
Fast forward to the latter part of winter 2021, I realised it was a limiting belief and I released it.
I need fixing and I am broken stemmed from when I Was a child.
Although I worked on it, released it and reprogrammed my mind, my body was still hanging onto it, which lead me to burn out in March 2021.
However, this wkend, my body began to react during my silent counseling training.
I was fussy, and annoyed and I had no idea why.
So one of the mentee’s practiced on me, and I cried hard.
I didn’t speak. Just my body did via muscle testing.
I was carrying self-sabotage on my neck which was blocked in my physical body.
I released it, I cried and then I laughed and I realised how much I was not letting go of the past, because I was hanging onto frustration and unable to let go, because of my ego-based thinking and being stuck physically in the past.
Today I feel amazing. I literally feel so me again, like never before.
SO WHAT HAS THIS GOT TO DO WITH YOU?
When I say something works, I don't just learn and expect, I learn, I embody, I execute 110% perfection because I am so done with the social media marketing gurus that like through their teeth when really the process is super simple.
SO WHEN YOU ARE READY, LET'S HEAL YOUR ENERGY BLOCKS ONCE AND FOR ALL.